"The MOTS"
As my roommates and myself would say, because we like to shorten EVERYTHING "The MOTS" really means "The Motivation". Which sadly I do not have at this point of the semester. I never knew how bad and surreal the lack of sleep could affect a person, until about late September where it all started to now which is October 13th; with that said I am officially *drum roll* two weeks behind on sleep, Yay Me!! I have never felt more like a Zombie ever in my whole 18 years of life. This is definitely something i wouldn't wish on anyone. My lack of sleep is so bad that it has caused me to have no MOTS at all whatsoever. Not only that but these past weeks I have been a surly, snarky little witch, and I feel so terrible for anyone who's around me. I have no idea who iv'e become but thankfully I know how to get myself out of this pickle of Sleep Deprivation and that's for me at least going to church and hearing the beautiful word. Overall I think the problem has been, that I have had no time for anything including church. I'm putting way to much on my plate and being a horrible procrastinator doesn't help either. So NEW PLAN! I'm now going to have a whole day to sleep on Saturday, catch up on all my amazing work I need to do, and go to church. I need to get myself motivated and healthy again so I can finish this semester the way I started it. I mean after all this whole situation came completely by happenstance, I never thought I would get or at least feel as if I was "past the point of no return." It's tough but i have to say these have been the best months that I'll remember forever, so i know better to make the most out of everything.
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